I don’t want to turn Tumblr into a diary. Cause thats just like no…not cool.

I just wish that I would be able to go through one day and not worry about others. Thats all.

I wish I was a no one, the no one that could watch you sleep.

I wish I was the only friend, the friend that would make you weep.

I wish I was the best of all, so I could promise it and keep it.

I wish that I was the one that you believed in, so I could be the one with your belief.

I wish I was the weather, so I could manage all your plans.

I wish that I was the underground, so I could control what goes on up top.

I wish I was the caring friend my mother said Id be, so I would care for  you a lot, and you would care for me.

I wish I that I was facebook for all my friends would be in me, so i could unite the world, and be the change, the change I want to see.

I wish that I was my own words, so that I would be heard loud and clear.

I wish that I were my own wishes, so that every single wish I had would dissapear. 

Being nice is what will bring you down. People will never treat you the way you should be treated. We should learn from it and not make the same mistake. 

It’s easy for me to talk…because I fall for it every time. 

I’m not going to tell you the story. Because everyone will get hurt and then I will be the bad one. 

All I want to say, or…er type, and communicate to you, Reader, is to never be nice. 

Dont ever to anything for others. Ever.

And I know, at this line everyone is starting to think to themselves “NO! There will be people who will need my help, and I will be there for them no matter what. Because they are totally worth every ounce of it.” 

Bullshit. 

They aren’t. No person will ever remmber anything good. Be it your best friend or mortal enemy. I thought millions of times that I had found that person. That I had found the person that I can trust not to hurt me, and the one that I could truly and honestly help without being burnt.  I was wrong. And today. I was wrong. 

You know who you two idiots are. And yes. You guys hurt me. 

Not because you were stupid.

But becase you didnt realize I was getting burnt.

And to the third one. You, my little one, I love you. I always have. I wish you are safe. And you dont deserve what happened. 

But somewhere deep down. You do.

Because you fell in love. And got burnt. 

I will go have dinner with my family now. Good Bye.